"Ugh!" yep, that's exactly how i'm feeling...dunno how to put it any other way... again, school sucks and is kinda overwhelming..mostly cause i'm stupid and i don't get math. i'm not math oriented, okay? that's a true fact and my darn dad doesn't seem to get it. claims he can teach me-are you freaking serious?! and that it's easy-yeah, easy for you to say mr.i'm-engineer-therefore-i'm-good-at-math. whatever.
parents can be such buttheads and obnoxious people. for reals. i know they have good intentions and stuff, but you know. sometimes, or majority of the time..they're over the top. and they're too stubborn to even let people tell them. dad trying to control where i go to college-SMH -___-
i honestly just want to get out of here...for some time. let all my troubles pause for a moment..clear my mind off. i don't want to go through this..it's getting to be a heavy load on my heart. don't know how much longer i can sustain. God...where are you?
believe me i know EXACTLY how you feel ><;;;
ReplyDeleteand i know it doesnt always seem that simple but God's always there/ always been there
are YOU listening?