So it's been awhile since the last post..kinda failed with keeping up with the blog -___- first post of the 2011 year! hooray! :) i guess...
a lot of things have happened since...Christmas and New Year's and what not.. a lot of personal issues and dealing with heartache. as much as i'd like to say i'm strong, i'm really not, when it comes to emotions and feelings..i just pray that God would continue to heal me, through this difficult time for me. through difficult times though, you actually discover a lot bout yourself and what you're searching for..i just made a commitment to read through the 31 chapters of proverbs starting..tomorrow! my wonderful fren will be keeping me accountable. i'm really siked and pumped because i haven't been taking my devotions seriously..and one of my top prayer requests is that i make God the priority of my life...i need Him, more than anything, right now and anytime.
School, as always, is a freaking drag -___- my darn term paper is due like..this friday and i'm not even done with my rough draft!! wuht duh heck?! yes..ik i'm gonna go through facebook withdrawal.. IT MUST BE DONE >_< the internet is TOO distracting :( I CAN'T WAIT TILL I PHYSICALLY HAND THAT PAPER IN...it will be like a huge weight of relief lifted off my shoulders :) best feeling ever! the only classes i like are...chorus, lunch, art, gym, and chinese...lulz some of them aren't really classes but whatevs. man, these color changes are horrible T_T but.... a song that has been stuck in my head is Everything By Tim HughesGod in my hoping, there in my dreaming
God in my watching, God in my waiting
God in my laughing, there in my weeping
God in my hurting, God in my healing
be my everything, be my everything <3